kleinerschnuff

YAY I'm soooooooooooooooooooooooooo glad Yesterday I got a call.. a good call.. THEY WANT TO SEE ME AGAIN! ok.. WTF *Lol* i had since march many efforts to get a job... but all i got was like no... hmmm eeeh... nooooo... WAH!!! but 2 weeks ago i got an email that i should come to a job candidate circle. there was a test.. i hated this shit.. i thought i'm lost or smth.. but now *heavens musik on* everything seems so bright and i'm just excited *music off* i have good chances to get this job, there are 2 places and at the circle were 3 people including me.. 66.6666666% so please please everbody's holding their thumbs for me so i sh

so fucking what thats the street i live in http://kleinerschnuff.deviantart.com/art/World-s-A-Wastedump-120053136 don't worry it doesn't look like this every day. tomorrow there's bulky waste collection and today there where so much guys from polonia, romania and hungary there to collect things they could re-use. it sucks sooooooo much, its loud and its kind of funny. it's scary, interesting and just strange... it's like you got cinema for free (i live in the 4th floor) i was down there a half of an hour ago, and if you're standing in there it makes you just speachless. so much waste. doesn't matter where. somebody else is gonna clean

Everythings shit today.. and all the last days... What am I to do? my future is so unclear. I could cry all time. I don't know if I should study history of arts. Or should I try to get a professional sewer? Everythings is up to me, I know, but that's the problem. The best thing for me would be just to throw it all off of me and to be a new person. A dumb person, don't caring about what doing. Life would be so much easier. I wish I'd never been so intellectual, so mindful and caring about everything.. Everything sucks. Love you my darling..